Sun, 13 Nov 2005 22:27:28 GMT

well we are on a break right now. this is the first time i have felt so alone in months and months. i am not used to this at all and i dont think i am ready for this break but it is what i think i have wanted? i am so fucking confused nothing makes sense to me at all. i have no one to talk to and i want to be with someone else and i cant help thinking about them but i know that they will never love me as much as george. why do i think about him? lust? wtf? i really dont understand what is going on in my head and i cant talk to him.

i wish i werent so...whatever i am.

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Sun, 23 Oct 2005 17:50:38 GMT

hello hello therrrrre

Fri, 14 Oct 2005 15:43:12 GMT

i need to start going back to church

hannah m. may